GOOD Morning!
I may write of my experiences back East and for now suffice to say it was a real ego-basher, among other things. Not that ego-bashing isn't good, mind you, but it does leave one rather fragile and this one, at least, prone to tearful "outbreaks".
Our little family journeyed to last night's Lahiri Commemorative in Escondido. We arrived early and thus were able to occupy our own row together near the altar. We were sans the normal morning 6 hour overlay for the health reasons mentioned yesterday. That was definitely noted yet I did feel such a joy and peace just gazing at my line of Great Ones and the large photo of Lahiri Himself.
Echoing the experience of early morning, I experienced a wave of tears and emotion as I encountered the difference between my lumbering ego, flawed so obviously, and the deep, pervasive longing in my heart to be One with the ONE.
When my ego is fragile from self-awareness I am prone to reaction and quick anger. Any more revelations of short-comings from the external, well-deserved, of course, seem to break the back of my composure and allow the flaws to be even more prominent. When I do have a moment of Self-Recollectedness, the difference between how my ego has shown up, and how much my Soul just longs for HOME and ONENESS, is excruciatingly painful for my old friend.... my heart.
So my prayer as I approached Lahiri was woven around the desire to be even-minded and emotionally mature, to be purged of this heart-pain and woundedness, that I might perceive and live in my Soul, now "hidden behind the accumulated darkness of ages". I really gave my "Grandfather" a Soul Call, and I KNEW He heard me and would respond!
When back at the house I had the gift of giving beloved Charan a session with the Himalayan bowls. He is such a gratifying receiver as he goes quickly out into the Infinite Love. He shared some very kind words after which gave both happiness and great hope for my future in this Harmonic Healing realm.
I returned to my computer and an incredible, long interview I had been reading which beautifully tied together many pieces of information I had received about the current state of affairs on planet earth...and what is coming right around the corner (it's GOOD!) Any of you who have not even considered such things would likely think I am nuts for my interest and belief in what I read. Yet, yes, I believe it pretty much through and through. If you desire to go on an interesting walk behind the curtain of this Land of Oz:http://divinecosmos.com/start-here/davids-blog/975-undergroundbases
I was sharing some of this with Dennis when he chose to check out who this David Wilcock was. He has just written a book I intend to order today: Source Field Investigations: The Hidden Science and Lost Civilizations Behind the 2012 Prophecies
Dennis went immediately to youtube and put in his name. He chose
Project Camelot interviews David Wilcock - Part 1 of 4
an hour-long piece created in 2007. We had been enroute to bed so had no intention of watching long. We were entirely captivated by this delightful, fresh, deeply aware man who seemed quite younger than his 37 years. We viewed the entire tube and kept looking at one another, smiling broadly, at his remarkable, yet un-self-assuming, tale.
Then, it came. The answer to my heartfelt prayer at the altar earlier that evening. He spoke of the Higher Self, who is that part of us that is already FREE, and who comes to us from our glorious future, to assist us to get there quicker. I bolted upright in shock....I had come into this thought on my own years earlier and then quite forgotten about it. I had conceived this idea that in future I was already in full experience of the ONE. It occurred to me then that this Future me could be of great assistance to my present-time Wake-up.
David spoke of how time could be collapsed like an accordion and this wondrous being, actually us!, can certainly be an incredible guide and teacher. I had never really resonated with the term "Higher Self". It just hadn't come to me that this was the name for that future me that I had thought of so many years ago. Now the concept had come to full, wondrous meaning and I just lit up!
I KNEW this amazing remembrance of what I had already known and forgotten was Lahiri's gift to me.
I could easily embrace the reality of my own perfection and ONENESS as it was absolutely true! The bit of God that I am IS truly FREE in the future! I can call upon myself! at any time to assist me to grow steadily into the Light.
This morning I was doing my I am One with the ONE affirmation, and Thou art my Father Thou hast no karma, I am Thy Child I have no karma, and the Poem Samadhi as well as The Light of Smiles and I experienced their absolute verity with the Connection to my Higher Self. There was no "trying" to imagine the truth, or struggling to find that place where they were so. I was there instantly as I aligned with my Higher Self who IS LIVING IN THAT LIGHT NOW!
My dream is to be living The Light of Smiles moment-by-moment. I am already doing so in a future dimension!
My God is so very, very good. My Grandfather Lahiri is so very, very good. My Higher Self is so very, very good!
And guess what? YOURS IS TOO!
Loving you always, k
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