Good Morning!
We leave for Inshallah today as the SuperAdvanced training begins tomorrow. Though trainings always provide excellent blog-fodder, I usually lack the time to post. We'll see.
Today I began sometime between 3:30AM and 4, and had my morning planned with some meditation here, then Temple med, Temple service, colonic. Ha! I may have started early yet much went in a very different direction.
When I did make it to the dome to meditate I was quite surprised that I could perceive the strong presence and love of my Gurus. Apparently, although I was a no-show at Temple, I had used my time wisely and had definitely grown in wisdom from the experience.
This was REALLY good for me to realize. As dear Sr. Gyanamata has said, "The things that happen to us do not matter, what we become through them does."
What I "got" today was an awareness of how each of our actions/reactions impact the next in the chain to such an extent that they may have quite a large impact on the end result, no matter how small the "initial" input might be. For whatever reason, I could easily trace the path of minor events starting day before yesterday right into major plan shifts today.
I tell you...it sure inspires one to become CONSCIOUS of the small, let alone large, stuff! A small word or action at one end of the chain may start something that has a giant effect at the other end.
I saw clearly that no one is exempt or without "fault", if one chooses to call it that. We are ALL 100% responsible for what happens in our lives. There are no "accidents"...we magnetize exactly what we deserve!
This does not mean we cannot change our patterns, habits, magnetism. Indeed, as God's Children, it is imperative that we learn to do so!
It does mean that there are NO victims...and we can't blame anybody else for the stew we may find ourselves in. If we are seeing sh-- out there...it is PROJECTION, only 100% of the time. We can't see it without if it isn't within!!
So, I am actually feeling quite good, even though the day is evolving differently than I anticipated. Learning is ALWAYS good...and I have to admit, it feels a lot better to experience the love and support of my Gurus as I learn. Somebody's noticing anyway, haha, as I stumble toward ecstasy.
Loving you always, k
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