Good Morning!
I am feeling a bit ungrateful and choose to correct that. Although I do not receive the bells and whistles of some in my meditation practice, I do experience incredible love from and for God...and an amazing sense of peace and stillness. Isn't it funny how we may take that with which we ARE gifted for granted, while our eyes hungrily grasp for what we do not receive? Haha....the joke's on us!
I am writing just after a very sweet and blissful several hours in the dome. My last thought before rising from my seat, "GOD WINS!" Yes, God does. It may take more lifetimes, who knows, AND in the end, GOD WINS! How sweet is that???
Toward the end of my med, so completely, happily, steadfastly in the embrace of Peace, yet thinking of the day's activities, I said to God "I just don't want to lose You."
God replied, "Can you lose Me?"
I chuckled and said, "Of course not!"
God IS always there. If we get quiet enough we may hear the ONE as AUM. If we check into our hearts, we may feel the ONE as LOVE. If we whisper some loving thought, we may feel the ONE'S instant sweet come-back. We are never alone. It is our egos who separate us from remembering, experiencing, enjoying that Divine relationship ongoing!
I am choosing to say something, once more, about the TIME one chooses to meditate. Last evening we had dinner guests, and shortly after their arrival we all adjourned to the dome for our hour of evening meditation. None of us really chose to end...though dinner was waiting and one person had to leave shortly thereafter.
A couple reasons this desire to keep on meditating occurred: we meditated before eating and early in the evening! If you are not enjoying your meditations as much as you would like, may I suggest you do likewise!
Sundari's dad and I are both still enjoying the benefit of "Bulgarian time". We are both meditating considerably earlier in the morning than we have in the past. What does this provide? Stillness, lack of thought force in the ether and environment, and most deliciously: TIME! We both have noticed there is no pressure to "get to work" or do the daily tasks...because we are early enough for that to be a non-issue. We can leisurely enjoy each technique as long as we choose...and that REALLY makes a difference.
Another perk of this schedule: we don't waste our evenings in distracting foolishness. (Media, internet, etc.) Why? Because we are too sleepy to do so, haha!
I am sitting here with a silly grin on my face because I feel so darn good! No matter what this day serves up I am pretty sure I'm gonna be fine. I have had a huge dose of peace, and bliss, and love this morning and I don't think the Fraud World has enough ammo to take it away!!
Meditation, enough, and at the proper time, is the anecdote for what can be a crazy, crazy world. I honestly don't comprehend how the masses get along without it! There is just too much sucky stuff going on out there.
I hope you will join me in Spirit this early evening for another round. And how about early tomorrow morning too? I PROMISE you, you will be glad you did!
Loving you always, k
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