No response-ability!

Good Afternoon!

I woke up troubled by my dreams.  Having done years of Jungian dream analysis years ago, I gave it a shot.  Seems I have a lot of stuff yet to integrate into my psyche and contemplating all that brought me down.  Correction...I chose to view it in such a way that allowed it to bring me down.  Moping about, I didn't go out to the dome till late.  It wasn't too long before I remembered...I am not my stuff...I am not my work...I am not my ego's problems!  I really saw clearly how the ego could mood itself right into the toilet!

In the dome, I was dancing with the Love of my Life once more!  The mood was history and the kiss of the ONE made my boo-boo all better.  Works only 100% of the time!  (Pick up on it!)

My heart open wide, I reflected on some of the pain present around us...and starting weeping.  The ONE and my Teacher reminded me  IT'S ALL A DREAM...though hitting my dream head on this dream wall still hurt.  I must keep remembering...when I focus on the Light and Love of the ONE I am filled with LIGHT AND LOVE!  When I focus on anything less, I am filled with lesser (sometimes MUCH lesser) things.  It's really all up to me...I can look at the SKY or the gutter!

The other piece is SURRENDER.  It's MY expectations, attachments, "druthers" which instigate my fear and pain.  Turning it all over sure makes it sweet.  A darling grad reminded me of that yesterday as she said, "Once I just surrendered it all, everything became easy!"

Guidance tells me "We MUST have a January training."  We don't have the numbers yet...and Guidance doesn't care.  Maybe it will just be a very small training....I will do my best and TRUST.  Sure feels a lot better that way.  Doing the footwork and giving God all the response-ability.  My only response will be, "I LOVE YOU!"

In the ONE, always...k